to whom may concern

There are times when I randomly think of you. Your face just simply appears in my mind at the most inconvenient times. Im not quite sure as to what this means, and to be honest it confuses the hell out of me, not because I dont want to be reminded of you but because the fact that you were from a previous chapter in my life, one in which had ended 4 months ago. and not exactly in the best of term. but what I do know and can't deny is that I miss us. I miss the time we hung out. I miss texting you. I miss your lame jokes. I miss being in your life. I just really miss you

MAY 31, 2010

Thisis Uno ,

If I haven't told you - I am so lucky to have you in my life. I adore and love you so much! thank you for being part of my life. I'm very happy with you and I could not ask for a better man than you. Thank you for loving me despite ofmy shortcomings and emotional rollercoastering. Thank you for being an exceptional man . i do love you bie ♥

p/s : I found this on my old acc fb. I wrote this for you. :')

Happy 1 year and 3 months anniversary hubbie :')

Bie , I know someday you gonna find this . First of all , I'm sorry for all my wrongdroings towards you . I know , I hurt you in countless time but trust me bie , its not even my intention to do such thing . Just , I had to bie . dont ask me why . I have no choice :'( Hey , I made that picture for our 1 year 2 months actually :') I do love you , I love you , I love you so much . Theres nothing i could say . Please take care of "her" . Farewell

whats on your mind ?

I believe that there is someone for everyone. So, I know your out there and were waiting for each other to meet. Or maybe, just maybe we have done met. I think I've already met you, and if your not the "the one" your really close and I hope that when I do find "the one" hes just like you! Sometimes I know your my special person, the only one I could ever look at in that special way, the only one I could love the way I love you. But if its all true then why aren't we together? Sometimes I wonder if we'll ever be together again. God only knows how much I miss the way your eyes sparkle when you look at me, or your favorite word, Or song .

The time I stayed the night and I was scared to wake up because I was a mess, you told me I was just as beautiful as I was when I layed down that really meant alot to me. I love hearing you tell me that you love me, it rings in my head until the next time i see you and know that your mine, and you truly would give anything for me. Even though over the months you've changed I still wonder what it will be like if we ever get married or have kids together, really what I wonder about is if we'll ever be happy the way we was when we was together ? We wouldnt go anywhere without calling each other and telling the other, well we barley even went anywhere without each other?

Hmm , Your the only guy I've ever opened up to, the only guy I could ever stay the night with and no regret , I'll never forget our memories. When we'd fight, I'd always cry and you'd always apologize to me and hold me like I was leaving or something.It's real hard to sit here not knowing if I'll ever be in your arms again.Or if you died tonight, would you know I feel this way and that I just couldnt live without you? Maybe not, but this letter is for you. Because in my eyes your the only one for me. No other guy can ever take your place and when I'm with someone else, its not the same cause all i do is think about me and you and how things used to be and if they'll ever be that way again.

To be continued

TRUTH HURTS RIGHT ? DO IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN

thanks for hurting me , thanks a lot .