Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
My man
I LOVE YOU !
okay this picture about 3 months ago kot . see , how cute my boyf ! LOL ! Hihi . Its been half year with him :)
okay this picture about 3 months ago kot . see , how cute my boyf ! LOL ! Hihi . Its been half year with him :)
My family
Aww , I love my mom , dad & brother ! mom you're the coolest mom ever in this world & dad even though you annoyed me in countless time , but remember I do really love you dad !
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
SPM !
Hell yaaa , SPM is just around the corner !
Here , my target for SPM RESULT !
Bahasa Malaysia : A
Bahasa Inggeris : A
Sejarah : B-
Mathematics : A
Pendidikan Islam : A-
Additional Mathematics : D-
Physics : B-
Chemistry : B-
Engineering Technology : B-
I pray to my allah
Dear Allah (SWT), I thank you for this day.
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving Allah (SWT) and understanding. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Allah (SWT) eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of Allah (SWT)
And when this world closes in on me, let me remember your example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.
I believe that Allah (SWT) changes people and Allah (SWT) changes things. I pray for all my parents , lover and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than Allah (SWT). Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving Allah (SWT) and understanding. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Allah (SWT) eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of Allah (SWT)
And when this world closes in on me, let me remember your example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those who are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those who are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those who will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those who don't believe. But I thank you that I believe.
I believe that Allah (SWT) changes people and Allah (SWT) changes things. I pray for all my parents , lover and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than Allah (SWT). Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly
Friday, October 22, 2010
Mencuri dgn meminta . which one worse ?
I feel bad . life is really unfair . they don't understand .
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
I just found it
This is a story that my friend have told me . This conversation is between a student and a teacher with the topic on - "HOW TO FIND A TRUE LOVE".
One day the student came and met his teacher and ask how to find a true love , the student ask :
student : teacher, how to find a true love? i really need a explanation.
teacher : there is no answer for it.
student : but i really need a explanation
teacher : ok. now walk to the field and find the best grass u can find and bring it to
me with 1 condition-walk straight and do not turn back .
student : ok(went to the field and search for it and came back with empty hand
teacher : where is your grass? did u find any?
student : i went to the field and walk straight. while i was walking, i found a few but i believe
there is more ahead of me that is better so i continue without my knowledge , i've reach
to the edge of the field without picking up any grass. and i turn to look back, i realize
that there are better grass that I've pass through without picking it up. but , teacher u
have said that i can't walk back to get it so i didn't .
teacher: yes, that is the answer to your question.
student : huh???
teacher : in this life, we have to appreciate someone that is in front of us. if we choose who is will
be in front of us, we will lose what is actually the best for us. remember, if there
someone in front of us, that is the best for you if you know how to appreciate it. we will
lose it if you keep trying to look for a better one of the best that is front of you.
moral value : do not keep trying to look for someone that is better than the people that is already in front of you . Accept who there are .
One day the student came and met his teacher and ask how to find a true love , the student ask :
student : teacher, how to find a true love? i really need a explanation.
teacher : there is no answer for it.
student : but i really need a explanation
teacher : ok. now walk to the field and find the best grass u can find and bring it to
me with 1 condition-walk straight and do not turn back .
student : ok(went to the field and search for it and came back with empty hand
teacher : where is your grass? did u find any?
student : i went to the field and walk straight. while i was walking, i found a few but i believe
there is more ahead of me that is better so i continue without my knowledge , i've reach
to the edge of the field without picking up any grass. and i turn to look back, i realize
that there are better grass that I've pass through without picking it up. but , teacher u
have said that i can't walk back to get it so i didn't .
teacher: yes, that is the answer to your question.
student : huh???
teacher : in this life, we have to appreciate someone that is in front of us. if we choose who is will
be in front of us, we will lose what is actually the best for us. remember, if there
someone in front of us, that is the best for you if you know how to appreciate it. we will
lose it if you keep trying to look for a better one of the best that is front of you.
moral value : do not keep trying to look for someone that is better than the people that is already in front of you . Accept who there are .
Friday, October 15, 2010
I've learned
(1) I've learned that it is taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
(2) I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but the best you can do.
(3) I've learned than learning to forgive takes practice.
(4) I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
(5) I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
(6) I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel or rude.
(7) I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
(8) I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
(9) I've learned that your family wont always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again.
(10) I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, she/he is going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive her/him for that. An in friendship that works BOTH ways as well.
(11) I've learned that is isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
(12) I've learned that no matter how badly your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
(13) I've learned that when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.
(14) I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't, doesn't mean they do
(15) I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
(16) I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
(17) I've learned that the people you care the most about in life are taken from you too soon.
(2) I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but the best you can do.
(3) I've learned than learning to forgive takes practice.
(4) I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
(5) I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
(6) I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel or rude.
(7) I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
(8) I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
(9) I've learned that your family wont always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again.
(10) I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, she/he is going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive her/him for that. An in friendship that works BOTH ways as well.
(11) I've learned that is isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
(12) I've learned that no matter how badly your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
(13) I've learned that when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.
(14) I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't, doesn't mean they do
(15) I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
(16) I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
(17) I've learned that the people you care the most about in life are taken from you too soon.
:')
Dear Riduan ,
This is the letter I'll never send to you. What's left of my heart is in this letter, and if only it were as easy as to give you this letter, I would. I never knew love until I knew you. I shared with you my mind, body, heart, and soul. We shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. We shared our lives together; through family, God, our dreams, passions, goals in life, through love.
The love in my heart for you will never change. I was told that time heals everything. I've come to believe time just makes things a little easier to deal with. But the truth is, I still dream of you, I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you, and I still look up at our star wishing you were near me. I get dressed every day only to impress you in case we see each other. I still look out the window hoping you will pull into the driveway. I check the caller ID ... just in case.
Most of all, I pray that you will accomplish your dreams with strength and pride and honor. I still love you and want you to have the best of life. I just wish I was a part of it. I never knew that someone could ever hurt as much as I do. What scares me is I'm sure the pain in life gets worse. I guess I just want you by my side to ease it. You have hurt me in countless ways, in ways you promised you would never. In ways I never knew you could or would ever do. It is only worth mentioning because it hasn't shaken my love for you. I want to believe in forgiving and forgetting. If you would only let me forgive you. If only you showed me you cared.
Take care love
This is the letter I'll never send to you. What's left of my heart is in this letter, and if only it were as easy as to give you this letter, I would. I never knew love until I knew you. I shared with you my mind, body, heart, and soul. We shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. We shared our lives together; through family, God, our dreams, passions, goals in life, through love.
The love in my heart for you will never change. I was told that time heals everything. I've come to believe time just makes things a little easier to deal with. But the truth is, I still dream of you, I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you, and I still look up at our star wishing you were near me. I get dressed every day only to impress you in case we see each other. I still look out the window hoping you will pull into the driveway. I check the caller ID ... just in case.
Most of all, I pray that you will accomplish your dreams with strength and pride and honor. I still love you and want you to have the best of life. I just wish I was a part of it. I never knew that someone could ever hurt as much as I do. What scares me is I'm sure the pain in life gets worse. I guess I just want you by my side to ease it. You have hurt me in countless ways, in ways you promised you would never. In ways I never knew you could or would ever do. It is only worth mentioning because it hasn't shaken my love for you. I want to believe in forgiving and forgetting. If you would only let me forgive you. If only you showed me you cared.
Take care love
Thursday, October 14, 2010
I love you boy
Dear Riduan ,
Although sometimes I question things, deep inside I know that you are the only one for me. When I'm not with you, you are the only one I'm thinking of. Everything about you tells me that we can be together forever. Only you can make me feel like time STOPS when I'm with you. Only you can make things better when it feels like the end. Only you can be the one to smooth my fears away. For this I'm grateful and I hope you never leave. I love you.
Love always,
Shahira
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