Saturday, October 16, 2010

Dear best friend


I love you bestfriend . thanks for everything . I miss you xx

Friday, October 15, 2010


I've learned that nothing gonna last forever .

I've learned

(1) I've learned that it is taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

(2)
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but the best you can do.

(3)
I've learned than learning to forgive takes practice.

(4)
I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

(5)
I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

(6)
I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry, I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel or rude.

(7)
I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

(8)
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

(9)
I've learned that your family wont always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again.

(10)
I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, she/he is going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive her/him for that. An in friendship that works BOTH ways as well.

(11)
I've learned that is isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

(12)
I've learned that no matter how badly your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.

(13)
I've learned that when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to.

(14)
I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't, doesn't mean they do

(15)
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

(16)
I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.

(17)
I've learned that the people you care the most about in life are taken from you too soon.

:')

Dear Riduan ,

This is the letter I'll never send to you. What's left of my heart is in this letter, and if only it were as easy as to give you this letter, I would. I never knew love until I knew you. I shared with you my mind, body, heart, and soul. We shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. We shared our lives together; through family, God, our dreams, passions, goals in life, through love.

The love in my heart for you will never change. I was told that time heals everything. I've come to believe time just makes things a little easier to deal with. But the truth is, I still dream of you, I still cry myself to sleep thinking of you, and I still look up at our star wishing you were near me. I get dressed every day only to impress you in case we see each other. I still look out the window hoping you will pull into the driveway. I check the caller ID ... just in case.

Most of all, I pray that you will accomplish your dreams with strength and pride and honor. I still love you and want you to have the best of life. I just wish I was a part of it. I never knew that someone could ever hurt as much as I do. What scares me is I'm sure the pain in life gets worse. I guess I just want you by my side to ease it. You have hurt me in countless ways, in ways you promised you would never. In ways I never knew you could or would ever do. It is only worth mentioning because it hasn't shaken my love for you. I want to believe in forgiving and forgetting. If you would only let me forgive you. If only you showed me you cared.

Take care love

Thursday, October 14, 2010

I love you boy



Dear Riduan ,

Although sometimes I question things, deep inside I know that you are the only one for me. When I'm not with you, you are the only one I'm thinking of. Everything about you tells me that we can be together forever. Only you can make me feel like time STOPS when I'm with you. Only you can make things better when it feels like the end. Only you can be the one to smooth my fears away. For this I'm grateful and I hope you never leave. I love you.

Love always,

Shahira

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I do love him

He's the only one , yes he is .

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

FINALLY !



ya allah , alhamdulillah . finally , mama beli kan nikon jugak :)
so , i got new cameraa now , thanks mom
i do really appreciate it , so much !
& this camera mama kata as my birthday gift :)